On the way to hospital

Just taken Poppy for an orthodontist appointment (which makes her freak, she's a nervous dentist patient)
Dropped her at mum n dads and now we're in the car off to the hospital.
It's supposedly for a check up but I have packed a case anyway.

Experience has taught me to never expect an ordinary check up.

Brett's chemo effects will be peaking today and tomorrow, he feels like crap and has blood in his urine.
Not sure where I will be sleeping tonight, home or hospital ?

If we do manage to get home, I really want a drink -wine!!!

Who else thinks of alcohol at 10.25 in the morning? I'm not an alcoholic, just stressed beyond measure.

When I worked as a senior manager many moons a go, I used to come home saying I was stressed.
I really laugh at those memories,
Coz I had no idea what true stress was.

I won't be drinking tonight anyway because it's Kev's turn.
We can't share a bottle of wine anymore like normal people, as one of us has to be available to drive Brett to the hospital at any moment night or day.

Such is life! I'm not complaining.
Better to be battling than not.
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