Back in hospital

Yes!!!!! yeah us!
We are back in lovely hospital for more delicious chemo and with a theatre visit on top, too, whoop whoop.

Yeah ... I'll cut the crap.
That's what fake positive feels like don't it?

Yeah my poor son - intensive chemo with all the associated risks- vomiting, temperatures, infections, feeling complete crap, the joy of being connected to a pump stand for days.
Grrrrrrr

I am not miss perky today, instead I'm battling to keep down, Miss don't piss me off.

I am feeling cancer mum precious !!!

My family are all fed up and seriously trying to hide it from each other.
My son has chemo and theatre today - not just any theatre but the BIG theatre test that tells us how treatment is going. Good bad ugly !?!?!?

My daughter was supposed to be on a theatre summer school this week. She did it last year and loved it. It has been the only thing she has looked forward to the whole of her summer holiday (well the only thing she was able to do , gotto fit round brett, sweetie) and it was cancelled at the last minute.

My husband and I are trying to be the family clowns, 'ha ha ha, he he he nothing really bothers me'
Come on kids let's make the best of it .... Blah blah blah

What's the point? We should give up sit down and introduce our teenagers to the modern world equivalent to faking it
Alcohol sex drugs gambling shopping eating.
Yes please! All of the above.
'Come on kids lets choose your life long crutch'

Only joking. It's the lack of sleep!

I should stop being grumpy after all
It is what it is ....

And it's shit.... Plastic smiles all round now.